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Words are formed by experiences, and words inform our experiences. Words also transform life and the world. I am a writer and Presbyterian minister who grew up in the 1960's in the segregated South of the United States. I've lived in Alaska, the Washington, DC area, and Minnesota. Since 2004 I've lived in Glasgow, Scotland, where I enjoy working on my second novel and serving churches that are between one thing and another. I advocate for the full inclusion of all people in the church and in society, whatever our genders or sexual orientations. Every body matters.

Thursday, October 31, 2013

Good Grief

Good Grief

When I visit a family to prepare for their loved one’s funeral, I advise them: Take extra care of yourself because you’re not all here. Part of you has died and gone with your loved one. So give yourself extra time and space, eat healthy, drink water, exercise, and tell people how they can be most helpful to you—just as you've helped them in the past.

Grief opens you to a myriad of emotions, and the thing about emotions is that they just are. Emotions aren't good or bad, right or wrong; they may feel comfortable or uncomfortable, and you might wonder why you’re feeling the way you’re feeling, but don’t worry about it. Feel your feelings, and do healthy things to express them: write about them, play music, talk about them with someone you trust, cry, laugh, scream into a pillow, whatever it takes.

Grief affects each of us differently. There’s not too short or too long of a grief process; you move through grief at your own pace. But you have to move through your grief; you can’t go around it in an attempt to avoid it or else it will manifest itself in illness or depression.

The funeral serves as a threshold through which you step from the initial stage of shock and private grief to the stage of publicly acknowledging your grief and receiving support from others. You have to go through your own grief process, but you are not alone. Know that people are thinking of you and holding you in prayer.

Over time you will develop a new relationship with your loved one who has died. It will be different from the relationship you had with them when they were living, and the new different relationship is up to you. There may be things you want to say or express to your loved one; feel free. But don’t be surprised—seriously—if you sense a response. Take signs for what they are: signs. Every sign contains an element of truth, but not all signs are pointed in the right direction.

Eventually your whole self will come together and you’ll find yourself all here. Things won’t be like they were—they never are, thank God. As the poet Rita Dove says, It’s not the end of the world—just the world as you know it.

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